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When the High Elves of the Empire disappeared on mass the peoples they had subjugated were free, and the caste system they had implemented based on species was disbanded. But, as with the fall of any great empire, order went with it, and strife followed in its wake. Much knowledge and magic was lost.</div>
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This was the world into which Mara of the Morrigan's Fae was born. In the empire the fae had been bound to entertain the elves. The Morrigan's Fae were a band of fae who had been taught, and bred, to entertain elves with darker tastes. They followed the Morrigan, Goddess of Death in Winter, Fertility in Summer, and Battle all year. Mara was born in Thornhill, a Morrigan worshipping, matriarchal, fascist stronghold. She was a bard, as was the the norm for her people. But she wanted to be a warrior, and as fighting was a part of the lives of all Thornhillites, she fought as much as she sang. She fell in love with Brandon, a human being. Monogamy was not the norm in Thornhill, monogamy between those who could not produce offspring was actively frowned upon. But they were in love and did not care.</div>
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Brandon, wanting to hear his name sung in the stories of heroes, left Thornhill to join the Academy of Eblana, which was set up to bring heroics back into the world. Mara followed him there, as she did everywhere. There she started to learn a new way of seeing the world. Rather than letting the weak die in an effort to protect the strength of the group, the heroes of the Academy protected the weak at all costs. This world was very new to Mara, but compassion appealed to her, and their ideals slowly seeped into her being.</div>
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After graduation, the people who attended the Academy became a band of adventurers, as the founders were before them. They went on expeditions to right wrongs in the world and fight the good fight. Mara and Brandon graduated with a few others from Thornhill. On Mara's first mission a stranger appeared at the camp and invited Academy graduates to a grand hunt. Mara and Brandon were among those that stepped up. As they found themselves scattered in the dark woods, they realised that he had not specified what their role in the hunt would be. Mara saw the hunters catching another Academy member, Barnaby. She herself was hidden, and could possibly have survived. She fought with herself. Was she of Thornhill? Of the Raven Queen aspect of the Morrigan, who says that the weak should be left to die? Or was she of the Academy of Eblana, a hero, ready to protect those that needed protecting, at any cost. Decision made, she ran forward to save him. He lived perhaps one minute longer because of her interference. It cemented with her who she was, and it cost her life.</div>
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Mara woke up. Given that she remembered dying, this was surprising. She learned that the Huntsman, who had killed her, brought her, and several others back. Their life force was now tied to his power. If he was killed, if he could be killed, they would die with him.</div>
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It became clear that the Huntsman was merely the first of his kind to attack the Academy. The Sidhe, ancient beings of near godlike power, were unlike anything they had faced before.</div>
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Even before the hunt, the people from Thornhill were not well liked or trusted in the Academy. Other graduates now became suspicious, unsure if the loyalties of the risen were with the Academy, or the being that had raised them. And the risen became more insular and isolated over time.</div>
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One of the risen began behaving erratically, bringing more suspicion to the group, and, in their eyes, endangering the Academy as a whole. They dealt with this problem as it would be dealt with in Thornhill, and removed it by executing him. The rest of the Academy were horrified and the risen were punished for this by being further ostracised and demoted to undergraduate status.</div>
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A second Sidhe, the Storyteller, attacked the Academy and they acquired his book, a powerful magical relic that could be used against the Sidhe. Brandon betrayed the Academy by giving this book to the Huntsman in exchange for power. He exchanged more and more of his autonomy for power, and eventually left to join the Huntsman, giving up the last of his free will. Mara was broken hearted, and swore she would both avenge and kill him. But, although he appeared each time the Huntsman did in future, he was unkillable. He would get back up, or simply disappear.</div>
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Mara slowly became useful to, and accepted by, the Academy. She proved herself and was made a graduate once more. Her songs were well known and often stuck in people's heads. She made some friends, including Ishmael, a fellow follower of the Morrigan. And even those that did not like her deemed her ‘useful to have around’. She was often mistaken for a cleric of the Morrigan because she was so devout. But her bardic magics, providing support to others in battle, were well known and respected.</div>
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As a consequence of being raised by the Huntsman, rather than really alive, she could not have children. She enlisted the help of a male fae by the name of Yasha in confirming this. She was distraught, because having children, for those able, was a huge part of her Faith. She hated herself for spending so long with Brandon, with whom she could not reproduce. Her people back in Thornhill agreed, and she was shunned.</div>
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Once, briefly, the laws of the universe were changed, so that Gods could walk on earth. Several chose to do so, and met their followers. Mara met the Morrigan herself, who assured her that her devotion to Her Battle Maiden aspect, was sufficient. This brought a great lightness to Mara, but it was short lived.</div>
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It appeared that the Academy had a way of killing one, or both, of Brandon and the Huntsman. Mara was certain that the time for revenge had come. She resigned herself to her own death, and lamented the deaths of the other risen, and prepared. But the weapon was lost before it could be used to kill either Brandon or the Huntsman. Mara lost all hope and disappeared into the bottom of a bottle for years.</div>
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Ishmael, Mara's old friend, roused her from her drunken stupor. He sobered her up and told her that the Academy were on their way to a final battle with the Sidhe. He trained with her and with undergraduates and got her back into fighting shape. Better shape, in fact, than she had ever been in. Mara strode to the confrontation with the sure knowledge that this time her mission would be completed, and she and Brandon would be free, avenged, and dead. Ishmael adopted Mara as his daughter. No longer Mara of the Morrigan's Fae, she became Mara ap Ishmael bin Sheyalia.</div>
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The Gatekeeper, who keeps the gate between their world and the next, had barred it on behalf of the Shadow, perhaps the darkest of the Sidhe. Any Academy members slain in the domain of the Sidhe would not pass through. Mara wept again for Brandon, who would not have another chance to live a better life. She worried for herself, unsure if she would make it home before the last of the Huntsman’s power dissipated. And she fought all the harder to stop any more Academy members from falling.</div>
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With the other Sidhe defeated, the Academy's final confrontation with the Shadow grew close. The Shadow was aided by Academy members who had fallen, raised as themselves, but twisted. Ishmael was killed. Mara, consumed by grief, saw and heard little else of the fight. He had fallen in battle, a noble and good death for a cleric of the Morrigan, but could not return to his Goddess. But the Academy came through for Mara, as she had always done for them. With the Shadow defeated, the Gatekeeper unbarred the gate. Mara and Ishmael walked through together, towards their Goddess, and the unknown.</div>
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Saoilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03695896051992691270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4497782486702931132.post-61139908591210209042017-12-07T03:56:00.001-08:002017-12-07T03:56:58.496-08:00My Dad<span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13.2px;">On Tuesday 5th of December, Motor Neuron Disease, which has been cripling my wonderful father all year, brought his lungs to a point where even his immense will could not make them go, and killed him.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13.2px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13.2px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13.2px;">Our conversations over the past few days have been interspersed with 'oh, we need to tell that person / group of people, they / some of them were really fond of him'. I think pretty much everyone who ever met him was. My siblings and I had a good laugh / cry on Tuesday night trying imagine the one person that didn't like Dad. I've had so many lovely messages from people who met him through me, sometimes only once or twice, and knew how wonderful he was.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13.2px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13.2px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13.2px;">I don't want to sound arrogant, but I really love who I am. And so much of that comes from my Dad. He gave me my love of public speaking, of dancing, of games, of logic, of puzzles, a lot of my sense of humour, warmth, love of people, of learning, of words, of music. From him comes my tendency to pick up a new passion or hobby, fall deeply in love with it, and do / practice / learn about it all I can. From him comes my (reasonably) quiet determination, and I believe his was all that kept him alive since the nurses said he could go any minute last Thursday.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13.2px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13.2px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13.2px;">Our time with him over the past week was a blessing. It was difficult, and the waiting for an awful but inevitable thing was exhausting. But spending so much time with my immediate family, in a way we haven't done in a long, long time, was beautiful. My brother reckons Dad organised it that way on purpose. He was mostly sleeping, but we had some really lovely moments with him when he was awake.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13.2px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13.2px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13.2px;">I am going to miss my Dad terribly. But I will also always have him with me.</span>Saoilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03695896051992691270noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4497782486702931132.post-41764766895304400302017-07-25T11:58:00.000-07:002017-07-25T11:58:51.399-07:00Ask Culture, Guess Culture, me, and Tea<div class="adn ads" style="background-color: white; border-left: 1px solid transparent; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; padding-bottom: 20px; padding-left: 8px;">
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I've completed the <a href="https://www.vhiwomensminimarathon.ie/">Mini Marathon</a> four times now. The first time I did so was not long after I had taken up running, and I was mostly just viewing it as 'another race'. When I took part I realised that it was much more a fundraising event. So many different people displaying their causes proudly. I nearly cried several times reading t-shirts. I knew that if I took part again I would do so for a cause. The second time I ran for Alzheimer Society of Ireland in memory of Terry Pratchett. And the third I ran for CMRF, as the staff in Crumlin had saved my son's life when he went into anaphylactic shock at seven months old.<br />
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This year's charity was particularly close to my heart. My Dad was diagnosed with Motor Neurone Disease just after Christmas. I've been <a href="https://www.idonate.ie/saoili">fundraising</a> for IMND for the race and the response has been phenomenal. I was also interviewed for a 'human interest' story for the Evening Herald on the topic.<br />
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I told my Mam yesterday to make sure Dad understood that the reporter had played up the 'she really wants to see him at the finish line' angle because it made a good story, and that I care more about him looking after himself. I didn't want him pushing himself to come and see me. I meant it. But when I sat down on the ground after pushing myself over the finish, felt my mam touch me on the shoulder and looked up to see my Dad there. Well, I'm gonna carry that moment with me for a very long time.Saoilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03695896051992691270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4497782486702931132.post-32984711257506142612016-08-02T06:59:00.000-07:002016-08-02T07:48:34.886-07:00Weight updateThree years ago I posted about <a href="http://saoili.blogspot.ie/2013/08/my-current-weight-loss-journy.html">my weight loss journey</a>. And later about reaching my <a href="http://saoili.blogspot.ie/2014/05/goal-weight.html">goal weight</a>. I said I'd post an update after three years, so here I am.<br />
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So I need to reopen that line of communication. Too high a proportion of my clothes have moved into the 'not right now' pile. Time to get them back. Well, soon. Soon.Saoilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03695896051992691270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4497782486702931132.post-28308761776437559312016-03-15T06:48:00.000-07:002016-03-15T06:48:53.439-07:00Paddy -v- Patty, and the joy of acceptance<div class="separator" style="clear: both;">
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But it probably doesn't achieve much. I realised, recently, that I'm much happier just accepting that we're talking about two different holidays. St. Patrick's Day, also known as Paddy's Day, an Irish celebration, and Patty's Day, and Irish-American derivative holiday. It's okay everyone, their thing is not our thing, they can have it.<br />
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The main reason behind seems to be a noble enough one. They don't want to say 'Paddy' because it's a slur. I know that for us that's super weird, because it's not a slur here, it's just a name. The name, in fact, for the patron saint of our country. The <a href="http://www.cso.ie/en/releasesandpublications/er/ibn/irishbabiesnames2014/">2nd most popular name for 52 year old men</a> in the country. But that's here. That's us. It isn't there. They don't know what it's like to be Irish. But we don't know what it's like to be Irish-American. We don't know what it's like for Irish to be just your culture and heritage any more than they know what it's like to also have it be your nationality. If calling it Paddy's Day hurts people, why should we try to make them?<br />
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On a tangentially related note. I recently learned that <a href="http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=mammy">Mammy is a racist term</a> in America. I was shocked. I called my mother Mammy until I was old enough to call her Mam. I still do, occasionally, when joking or wheedling. Likewise my son with me. I'm bothered when anyone calls me his Mum or his Mom. That's not who I am. I'm his Mammy. Knowing what I know now I'll be careful with that term if I'm over there. But I won't stop using it here. They have their thing, we have ours.<br />
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And really, in the end of the day, I think it's time to sit back and accept this, 'cause we're not going to win this one:<br />
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<br />Saoilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03695896051992691270noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4497782486702931132.post-36539210194569503822016-02-22T13:08:00.000-08:002016-03-15T07:11:02.143-07:00A quick 'what not to do'<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">Lately, I've been dipping a toe into wearable electronics (clothes and accessories that light up or make noise, that kind of thing). On Saturday just gone, the nice folks at </span><a href="http://daqri.com/" style="background-color: white; color: #1155cc; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;" target="_blank">DAQRI</a><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12.8px;"> sponsored a few of us to work on our own projects in the vicinity of their stand at </span></span></span><a href="http://www.careerzoo.ie/" style="background-color: white; color: #1155cc; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;" target="_blank">Career Zoo</a><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">. They paid us in components, and we drew interested passers-by to their stand. It was a win win situation for everyone involved.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">Over the course of the day lots of people came over to ask what we were doing. We talked several people through the project we were working on, recommended </span><a href="http://adafruit.com/" style="background-color: white; color: #1155cc; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;" target="_blank">Adafruit</a><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;"> enough that I thought several times that they should be the ones sponsoring us, and had some really excellent chats with people. I mostly let </span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12.8px;"><a href="http://www.timui.org/">my excellent sister</a>, who has more experience with this stuff than I do, do the talking.</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">I'm not sure whether (the also excellent) </span><a href="https://twitter.com/whykay" style="background-color: white; color: #1155cc; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;" target="_blank">Vicky</a><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;"> was specifically tasked with recruiting women for this role. I do know that everyone in the group except her husband was a woman. I wasn't really aware of it though, until a man, probably not quite old enough to be my father, but approaching that age, came over to us and '<b>hi, I'm female friendly!</b>'. No, sir, you are not.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">'Female friendly' is a useful term when it comes to events and spaces, particularly in tech or other male-dominated fields. It's good to know before committing to something that I'm going to be welcome, and that there is at least an implication to the men there that they should be on good behaviour in relation to people that don't share their gender. Drawing attention to gender in these situations can be dangerous, risking invoking </span><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stereotype_threat" style="background-color: white; color: #1155cc; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;" target="_blank">stereotype threat</a><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12.8px;">, among other potential problems. But often, the advantages outweigh the disadvantages.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">But in the case of this gentleman's statement, there were no such advantages. We were the ones in the position of authority, it was not up to him to make us feel comfortable there, all that we needed was for him not to make us feel <b>un</b>comfortable. And in that he failed miserably. His statement served to draw attention to our female-ness, said, in fact, that that was what was interesting about us, more so than what we were doing. The other two women at my table noticeably, understandably, went cold once they'd heard this statement. I managed to give a polite, brief introduction to what we were doing. But he had taken me out of my comfort zone. For the next hour or two I would occasionally think about that interaction and shudder slightly.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">I was sorry, afterwards, that I didn't say something to him about it. After all, the fact that he was familiar with the term, and tried to use it, implies that he meant well, that he was trying to be nice. He may even pride himself in trying to make tech spaces welcoming to women. I wish that I had had it in me, right then, to tell him how badly he was failing. But I didn't.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">If you don't get why this bothered me, that's okay. You don't need to understand why it's a problem. But please understand <b>that</b> it's a problem. And please, please do not draw attention to the 'female'-ness of women in tech spaces. Just don't do it. Thanks.</span>Saoilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03695896051992691270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4497782486702931132.post-42987582215693070592015-12-22T02:08:00.002-08:002015-12-22T02:09:57.287-08:00Famous poems rewritten as limericks
Proud enough of my contribution (based on <a href="http://www.bartleby.com/119/1.html">this</a>) that I wanted to save this for posterity. <br />
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Me? I’m a hobbyist. A person of passions. When I discover something
that I love I throw myself into it. I’ve been an actor, a singer, a
pianist, a martial artist, a poet, and a songwriter. These days I’m a
dancer, a runner, a boardgamer, a knitter, and a coder. And that’s just
in my spare time. My day job is a cross between consultancy and support.
Oh, and I’m someone’s wife and someone’s Mam. I live for my passions,
and for sharing them with others. I have walked into rooms of strangers
who were also dancers or also gamers and been instantly at home.<br />
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I’d say I probably wrote my first computer program around the age of 7
or 8. Written in Basic; drawing pictures on the screen. I studied
computer science in college. I’m getting involved in the open source
scene at the moment, and finding any excuse I can to write Python
programs. I mentored at the Coding Grace Python beginners workshop for
women and their friends recently and I’m looking forward to my first
PyCon Ireland Python Conference in October.<br />
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I’ve played and loved boardgames all my life. In college I discovered
better boardgames, and people that identified as gamers. Since then
I’ve been an active member of the wonderful Irish gaming scene. I’ve
helped to run a few games conventions and I’ve dabbled in other types of
games, such as RPGs, LARPS, and computer games. My boardgames
collection takes up a wardrobe in our sitting room. And I write
boardgames reviews for the gazebo: <a href="https://href.li/?http://issuu.com/the_gazebo/" rel="noreferrer" target="_blank">http://issuu.com/the_gazebo/</a>.<br />
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I’ve always loved to dance; but aside from a few years of ceili
dancing on and off in school, and the odd salsa lesson, I hadn’t done
much about it, until I broke my foot in a playground, age 23 (it’s a
long story). While I was incapacitated I realised that I didn’t miss
walking, or many other things, nearly as much as I missed being able to
dance. I attended my first swing dance lesson class before I was fully
off the crutches. And I’ve been swing dancing when I can ever since.
I’ve danced in Sweden, the UK, the USA, and of course at home in
Ireland. I lead and follow, and love both.<br />
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I did Couch to 5k in Feb 2010. By November that year I was running
(very slowly) in BHAA (BHAA.ie) races, which I still do. I joined the
BHAA committee in late 2011. I ran the Mooathon marathon in September
2011, and you can read all about it on my blog here: <a href="https://href.li/?http://www.saoili.blogspot.ie/2011/09/i-accidentally-ran-one-of-hardest-and.html" rel="noreferrer" target="_blank">http://www.saoili.blogspot.ie/2011/09/i-accidentally-ran-one-of-hardest-and.html</a>.
I’m currently recovering from the Run Kildare half marathon 2013. I’ve
never gotten very fast, but I really love running. When everything works
just right, running feels like flying.<br />
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My grandmother taught me to knit when I was a small child. This skill
lay mostly dormant for a long time. I’d knit the odd scarf here and
there, but never much until quite recently. I knit my son a baby
blanket, which I finished the day he was born. One Christmas I knit a
scarf for my father-in-law. The following year, by request, I knit a
Christmas jumper for my sister-in-law. She got it on Easter Sunday (I
never said I could knit fast). She also got me a book of dinosaur
knitting patterns for Christmas and I’ve been knitting dinosaurs most
times I’m sitting still since.<br />
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I don’t own a television, or read magazines. Even so, sometimes I
struggle to not think of myself as ‘there to be looked at’. But mostly
I’m too busy for that.Saoilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03695896051992691270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4497782486702931132.post-44466217398356208012015-02-28T18:57:00.001-08:002015-02-28T19:01:42.200-08:00#TheDressOn Thursday evening, my husband called me over and asked what colours this dress was.<br />
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I thought it was obviously blue and black and said as much. He said he saw it as white and gold and then showed me the conversation <a href="http://saoili.tumblr.com/post/112180110483/thevoyagesofthefdfdanton-edens-blog-swiked">on Tumblr</a> about it. Apparently a lot of people see it as blue and black and a lot of people see it as white and gold. We were lucky enough to be able to rule out room lighting, monitor quality, and a bunch of other things, by virtue of us being in different 'camps' while looking at it together. <br />
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We were confused, so we googled for an image editor (<a href="http://apps.pixlr.com/editor/">pixlr</a>, because apparently there are no e's on the internet). We took samples, one from the bit that looked blue to me and white to him, and another from the bit that looked black to me and gold to him. What we found made the whole thing make sense to me. The blue / white bits were a very light shade of blue, the black / gold bits were a very dark shade of gold. So the blue bits were so light he saw white, and the gold bits were so dark I saw black.<br />
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<a href="http://xkcd.com/1492/" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img alt="This white-balance illusion hit so hard because it felt like someone had been playing through the Monty Hall scenario and opened their chosen door, only to find there was unexpectedly disagreement over whether the thing they'd revealed was a goat or a car." border="0" src="http://imgs.xkcd.com/comics/dress_color.png" height="275" title="http://xkcd.com/1492/" width="320" /></a>I thought this was very interesting and posted about it on Facebook. Around about the same time, many, many other people saw this and wanted to share it. When you come across this, you're going to want to get as many opinions on it as possible, which is a great way to makes a thing go viral, which it promptly did. Just under my post on Facebook, someone else was talking about it. For a while there seemed to be almost nothing else on Twitter. There were Buzzfeed and Wired articles. It was on Reddit. There were interviews with the people that originally posted it, and with colour scientists. There was an XKCD comic.<br />
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I wasn't surprised that it got shared around so much. I was slightly surprised that for some people, it seemed to change colour, as it never did for me. But I was very surprised how vehemently some people were arguing that people who disagreed with them were wrong. I've seen people stating that there's obviously something wrong with the monitors of people seeing it the other way. I've seen people call the people stupid, or colour blind*, or 'deficient in some way' because their perception differed. So many people were saying that the dress was 'clearly', or 'obviously' the way they saw it. Many people wondered if every single person claiming they saw it the other way was lying, in some sort of gigantic internet troll conspiracy.<br />
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There were #TeamWhiteAndGold and #TeamBlueAndBlack hashtags on Twitter. Personally, I'm on #TeamCantWeAllJustGetAlong**. Now, I like a good argument as much as the next person, but I don't see the point in arguing with someone if there's no chance either of you will change your mind. Because, the dress is blue and black***, the only argument left to have is what colour people see it as, and expecting to change what the other person sees by force of argument is madness.<br />
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Another thing I've heard a lot of is people say is 'it's just a really badly taken photo, get over it'. But it's not about whether or not the photo accurately represents the dress (it kinda does, but only to some people). It's about how it divides people, reasonably neatly**** into two groups. It's an opportunity to realise that we all suffer from the typical mind fallacy. We all trust our own perceptions too much, and we don't trust what other people tell us about theirs enough. Most of the time, what two people perceive is close enough that we don't see the cracks, but this is a rare opportunity to do so. It's fascinating, but it's not really about the dress.<br />
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* Not that I think it's anything offensive about being colour blind, but someone isn't necessarily colour blind because they don't see a colour exactly the same way you do!<br />
** Though this would be a terrible hashtag really. Most of your tweet is gone on it. <br />
*** No, really, I'm not just saying that because that's the way I see it. The person who took the photo said that in person there is no doubt. Also, there are <a href="http://www.amazon.co.uk/Roman-Womens-Detail-Bodycon-Dress/dp/B00SJEUEJG/ref=sr_1_39?s=clothing&ie=UTF8&qid=1425007510&sr=1-39&keywords=blue+lace+bodycon+dress">photos of the dress for sale</a>. (You should read the reviews).<br />
****I've met a few 'blue and gold' people, as well as a few other varients.Saoilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03695896051992691270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4497782486702931132.post-48592178699553342042014-06-08T01:42:00.000-07:002014-06-08T01:42:14.203-07:00The story of my wedding dressThis post has been sitting in my drafts folder for nearly two years. I decided to dust off, finish it, and share it. Enjoy. <br />
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One of the first things I organised before getting married was my dress. In fact, I had my dress organised before we'd picked a venue. At least, I thought I had.<br />
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I didn't like the idea of having a wedding dress hanging around after the wedding. It takes up space and gets in the way, it costs money to get cleaned, and it's not like I'll have any use for it. I wouldn't even get the traditional 'make your child or children's Christening clothes out of it', since, if I do have any more children, I won't be getting them Christened, just like I didn't with my first. So I decided to hire one.<br />
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Online I found <a href="http://www.bridesfirstchoice.ie/">Bride's First Choice</a>. According to their website they are 'Ireland’s first modern mobile bridal salon targeting on bringing the most comfortable, unique and stress free bridal experience.'. That sounded good, not only did I get to hire my dress, but I don't even have to go to their premises. They even do bridesmaids dresses. It sounded perfect.<br />
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So, we organised for Tanya to come to my sister's house in Maynooth, where I lived at the time, with a car full of dresses. We agreed that we would cover Tanya's petrol expenses up from Limerick. My two bridesmaids, my mother, my mother in law, and I, had a lot of fun trying on dresses and talking about colours and the like. I commented that what I really wanted was the top of this dress, and the bottom of another dress she had.<br />
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I was pleasantly surprised when she said she could do that. I didn't think she did bespoke dresses at all, but she assured me that it would be no problem, even for hirin. It would be a little more expensive than hiring an existing dress, but still far less than the usual cost of a wedding dress.<br />
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Having discovered she could get dresses made for us, we also decided to get dresses just like these ones for my bridesmaids:<br />
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But in green and with a halter neck. We spent some time selecting the perfect shade of green from a book of samples she had. I also asked, speculatively, if she could do a waistcoat in the same colour, since one of my bridal party was my best friend, who happens to be a guy. She said it was no problem and I was delighted.<br />
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We paid for her petrol costs once or twice more for fittings and getting measurements. I wondered if I should be concerned because it seemed like maybe she hadn't taken enough measurements. But this is her job, I reasoned, she must know what she's doing.<br />
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We were in the process of organising a dress fitting for June 3rd, about two and a half weeks before the wedding, which Tanya assured me was the perfect timeframe for alterations, when the first major flag went up. The bridesmaid's dresses had arrived, in the wrong material. Now, I don't know a lot about different materials, but I could tell from the photos she sent that they were wrong. This looked like a completely different dress than the one we'd ordered.<br />
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<span id="goog_681068061"></span><span id="goog_681068062"></span>She assured me that the different colour was just because of the light, the camera, the other dresses around it and whatever, and that it looked right in person. She also assured me that the halter neck we'd requested was there, just not attached, and that the halter neck being separate to the rest of the dress was perfectly fine and normal. But the dresses we ordered were flowy, and silky, and pretty. This thing looked to me like a bad bridesmaid's dress cliche. I told her the fitting (and attendant round trip petrol fee) could wait until the new dresses arrived.<br />
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Which is how I ended up not trying on my wedding dress until June 14th, a week and a day before my wedding.<br />
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To say that fitting went badly is something of an understatement.<br />
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The new bridesmaid's dresses, which were, at least, made of a silky material this time, still had no halternecks. My sister's dress could be made, at a stretch, to be straight at either the front, or the back, but not both.<br />
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But, at least it closed on her. My sister in law's dress, which was, apparently made to fit her precise measurements. looked like this:<br />
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The 'waistcoat' was laughable. It looked like something made by someone who had never seen a waistcoat, but had had one described to them. You wouldn't put it on a chorus member in the background in stage production. Let alone one of the main party at a wedding. <br />
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My dress was not right. It was made of what looked and felt like a cheaper material than the one I'd tried. It wasn't quite the right style, the detailing was all wrong. There was this weird sort of fold in the material at the front. And oh yeah, it didn't fit me.<br />
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<b>My Wedding Dress Didn't Fit Me. A Week Before My Wedding!</b></div>
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Tanya tried to convince me that these problems could be fixed. That there was enough material in the seams of my dress and my sister in law's to 'let them out'. Why she thought I would be willing to give someone who had messed up this badly over the course of months a week to fix it, I have no idea.<br />
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I got all of the money I'd already put down towards the dress back from her. For some reason I didn't demand the money I'd paid her for petrol back as well, although I had budgeted this in as part of the cost of the dress. I even paid her for her petrol for that day. I wanted to get her out of my life as quickly as possible and that seemed like the easiest way to make that happen. <br />
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My mother in law went to the wonderful <a href="http://bridalboutiquefairview.ie/site/">Bridal Boutique</a> just down the road and explained the situation. When I followed a few minutes later they were fully prepared for damage control. Actually, I was finding the whole thing pretty hilarious, which seemed to make me some sort of hero in their eyes. I tried on a few dresses, but as soon as I came out in this one, my mother in law, sister, and sister in law informed me that this was the dress I was getting married in.<br />
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It lives in my wardrobe now. I'll get around to selling it one of these days. Saoilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03695896051992691270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4497782486702931132.post-63377369935125181812014-05-18T16:06:00.000-07:002014-05-19T01:28:33.498-07:00Goal weightThanks to Weight Watchers at Home, I have reached my goal weight.<br />
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Along the way I hit a few plateaux. I gained weight over both Christmas and Easter, but lost it again quite easily afterwards.<br />
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I was intrigued by where I lost the weight from. Initially the weight came off my belly, which was unsurprising, as that's where I was carrying most of it. But then I started to lose weight off my hips, making me more straight up and down and less curvy than I am used to. But then, after a while, I started losing weight off my waist, most visible at my sides when viewed from the back. I got my curves back!<br />
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At some point I also started losing weight off my breasts, which is very strange for me, as before now they've only ever gotten bigger. It was also great news, as it means I no longer need to go to speciality shops for my bras. This was particularly useful as the particular speciality shop I tended to go to shut down around the same time.<br />
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Overall I'm very happy with my new shape. It's different to the one I had the last time I was a size ten, as I am much fitter now than I was then.
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My body is the size I want it to be, on average. My belly is still bigger than I'd like and a little saggy, my face is maybe a tiny bit pointy, and my ribs stick out from certain angles. It is my body, and I choose to love it, but it is not perfect. I don't believe that anyone's body really can be.
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I found the Weight Watchers diet generally easy to stick to. I was almost always tracking on a Monday, rarely tracking on a Sunday, and varied in between. But I got a general feel for what eating the right number of points felt like. So even if I hadn't been tracking well, I knew if I'd had a good week or a bad one. I mind being a bit hungry less than I did a year ago, and being over full more.
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Since starting this journey I have discovered <a href="http://www.nwcr.ws/">the Nationals Weight Control Registry</a>. This is a long term research study of people who have lost weight and kept it off. Their threshold is losing 30 pounds and keeping it off for a year. I lost 34 pounds (15 kilos, 2 stone 6 pounds). So, hopefully this time next year I'll be signing up to join. I'm hoping this will help to motivate me, as I know that motivation for weight control is harder than for weight loss.<br />
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This is what me losing 34 pounds in 10 and a half months looks like. </br><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXBUXDn2fH_GHZQREt6zI3duNS0v5L0iBfg9WlzoYfYKixQnRcNbJREmL1gpH_gnjnXqr7lkrF1FbfYFgAcP2M5m_PVMwpCgOMS3Q7WtU5ZUDML-ilII_qst1YI4Gaugwxyi7v6_IR3Tto/s320/WeightFrontWithPause.gif" />Saoilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03695896051992691270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4497782486702931132.post-92070062596151129792014-01-29T03:08:00.000-08:002014-01-29T03:11:02.311-08:00Please don't close the Exchange (an open letter to Ray Yeates, Dublin City Arts Officer)Hello Ray,<br/>
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I tried to call you at the Arts office, but I was told that you're on holidays this week. I hope
that you see my letter before it is too late.<br/>
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I understand that you have told <a href="http://exchangedublin.ie/">Exchange Dublin</a> that they need to close their doors
by Friday due to 'Anti-social behaviour'. I assume you're already
familiar with the <a href="https://www.change.org/petitions/exchange-has-been-asked-to-close-help-us-to-stop-it">petition on change.org</a> to reverse this decision.<br/>
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I just wanted to personally add my voice to this. I am not directly
involved with the Exchange. However, I have visited there several times;
for arts exhibits, story evenings, hand-craft sales, and other things. A
few times my husband, son, and I, have stopped in while passing and
there is always something interesting on. And even when I haven't been
able to visit myself, I have been glad to know that this island of art
and culture existed in our city. <br />
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According to John Tierney,
Dublin City Manager, in a press release in
2011, your role as Dublin City Arts Officer means that you are 'responsible for the continued development of the arts in the city of
Dublin'. Even if this alleged anti-social behaviour exists, and can be
traced back to the existence of the Exchange, I cannot
see how closing it fits with that purview.<br/>
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For the sake of arts in Dublin, please reconsider.<br />
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Regards,<br />
Sorcha <br />
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<i>Slightly edited from email version sent to ray.yeates@dublincity.ie</i>Saoilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03695896051992691270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4497782486702931132.post-68005882045226103012013-10-14T06:41:00.003-07:002013-10-16T02:14:02.563-07:00Quick hello to Python people<div class="western" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
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to welcome anyone coming to my blog from Pycon Ireland, I hope you
enjoyed the convention as much as I did. If you're here to get a feel
for who I am, I recommend <a href="http://thebodysubject.wordpress.com/2013/05/15/sorcha-the-hobbiest/">this post</a> which I wrote for <a href="http://thebodysubject.wordpress.com/">this blog</a>. </div>
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I love blogging for the same reason I
love delivering training, programming, arguing about <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Monty_Hall_problem">Monty Hall</a>, and teaching boardgames. In all
these cases it's about understanding something well enough to be able
to explain it to someone else. It just happens that in one of those
cases the someone else happens to be a computer. However, I blog very
irregularly because it's rare that I get the inspiration and time to
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Saoilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03695896051992691270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4497782486702931132.post-62388504426678075772013-09-03T14:37:00.000-07:002013-09-03T14:37:36.219-07:00How to fix (or at least open) a toiletSome time ago there was some problem with the inner workings of one of the two toilets in the house. Unfortunately we have one of these new ones, with the flush buttons on top, which we didn't know how to open.<br />
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My husband sort of did battle with it until it opened and he could fix the problem. Over the next while whenever I was in that bathroom I fiddled with it until eventually I had it reassembled. In the process, I discovered a magical truth. Those buttons screw off.</div>
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Just pinch the outside and turn anti-clockwise (lefty loosey). At first it will seem like it's not going to do anything. But keep turning and eventually.</div>
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A while later the other toilet in the house started flushing constantly. The cistern was constantly filling up and emptying at the same time, wasting huge amounts of water. So I simply unscrewed the buttons, lifted off the top and had a look. That black thing at the right had drifted up, and water was flowing over the top of the white pipe in the middle. So I pushed the black thing down, put the lid back on, screwed the buttons back on, and felt very satisfied with myself.</div>
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Fixed the toilet. Like a boss.<br />
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<script async="" charset="utf-8" src="//platform.twitter.com/widgets.js"></script>Saoilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03695896051992691270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4497782486702931132.post-76257571910962021472013-08-02T06:42:00.001-07:002014-02-06T14:10:56.363-08:00My current weight loss journeyI have another post about weight loss, thin privilege, size acceptance, yo yo dieting, obesity discrimination, being both fit and fat, the myth of how easy it is to lose weight if you'd only try, and much more, sitting in my drafts folder. It is a complicated and nuanced question, so it'll probably sit there for a while. This post, on the other hand, is on a topic I definitely am qualified to talk about: me.<br />
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Through a combination of good fortune, privilege, and conscious effort, I am less affected by our culture's body policing than most women. I had made peace with being overweight, and wasn't going to take 'but it's for your health' from anyone who couldn't keep up with me on a ten mile run. But recently I realised that I was not just fat, but getting fatter. Despite continuing my running, trying to cut down my portions and carbs, and trying to avoid deserts; I was getting large enough that I needed to buy new clothes, and heavy enough that it was slowing me down when I ran. So I am dieting.<br />
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I lost quite a lot of weight on Weight Watchers <a href="http://www.weightwatchers.ie/lifestyle/home-and-workplace.html">At Home</a> several years ago, so it was the natural choice this time. I put a lot of that weight back on during pregnancy and breastfeeding*, and more since. I enjoy Weight Watchers. There are rules that I find easy and fun to follow; I quite like rules. I find the challenge of trying to pitch my eating in the narrow band between the daily minimum and my daily allowance pleasing. And most of all I enjoy Weight Watchers because it feels like a game, and it's a game I'm good at.<br />
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I expected to hate the ProPoints system which replaced the comfortably familiar system I used last time; change confuses and angers me. The new system removes half points, introduces weekly points in addition to the existing daily points, changes how points are calculated, and makes almost all fruits and vegetables 'free'. All of these changes, to my mild irritation, make it better.<br />
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Despite starting with a five day week, I lost six pounds in week one. I've been losing a steady pound or two a week since. Last time I aimed for the mid range of 'healthy weight' for my height, but found that my face started to get too angular under ten stone. That was before I took up running, and I have gained a lot of muscle mass since. So this time I'm aiming for ten stone six, the high end of 'healthy' for my height. I've already lost more than 5% of my starting weight, and I'm about a third of the way to my goal weight. I might update again when I get there.<br />
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I've struggled with my weight my whole life. I was a large child, I gained several stone during my junior cert, and apart from the brief period between the first time I did Weight Watchers and a month or two into my pregnancy, I've always been big. Some times more than others. So the really interesting bit here isn't how I look and feel in a few months when I reach my goal weight, but how I look and feel in three years time. Maybe I'll update on this again when I get there, too.<br />
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*A lot of people say breastfeeding makes you lose the baby fat. Maybe it does for some people. But I think this didn't work for me for the same reason exercising for weight loss doesn't work for me; it makes you hungrier, and only makes you lose weight if you ignore that extra hunger.<br />
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P.S. These comparison photos also teach me that my running bra is whatever the opposite of flattering is. But it is very good at its job.<br />
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Saoilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03695896051992691270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4497782486702931132.post-84942923239491170222013-07-20T15:48:00.000-07:002013-07-20T15:48:25.280-07:00Sorry I've been so quiet.This is just a quick apology to those of you that read this blog without me linking to it somewhere, if, in fact, such people exist.<br />
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I blog because I enjoy taking an idea and making it into something that I hope is interesting, informative, or entertaining for someone to read. That requires an idea, and time, together. I have a lot of ideas, but, being fortunate enough to have <a href="http://thebodysubject.wordpress.com/2013/05/15/sorcha-the-hobbiest/">a lot of things I love to do</a>, find time harder to come by. But still, it's been over six months, which is getting silly. Expect a real post soon.Saoilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03695896051992691270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4497782486702931132.post-1997128749639278322012-11-16T16:07:00.000-08:002012-11-16T16:16:39.207-08:00Musings on a privilege <div>
I have read quite a lot of stuff on the internet written by or
about women who get hit on a lot. I particularly like this one
explaining what it's like with <a href="http://www.theferrett.com/ferrettworks/2012/08/can-i-buy-you-a-coffee/">a metaphor about coffee and evangelists</a>. </div>
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don't get hit on a lot. There was a period in my life when I did get hit on quite a lot by
friends and acquaintances. But even then, few or no strangers hit on me.
These days all my friends and acquaintances know I'm happily
monogamous. So that amounts to pretty much no one hitting on me. Not
that I mind, see previous statement about happy monogamy.<br />
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the rare occasions when a stranger does hit on me, I usually take it as
a compliment. It puts a spring in my step and a smile on my face. I
respond the same way as the stereotypical men who are quoted in these
stories expect a woman to. I respond as they claim that they would
themselves. In short, I respond as someone who has the privilege of
being hit on only rarely.<br />
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My first thought on the source of this privilege was that it was a function of
not being 'conventionally attractive'. But after seeing this series of
gifs of the gorgeous Emma Watson, I realised that that is probably not
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Looking back, I can't think of a single Irish stranger that has hit
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Saoilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03695896051992691270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4497782486702931132.post-11247834100350480142012-11-08T14:48:00.000-08:002012-11-08T14:49:34.225-08:00Children's ReferendumThis Saturday the Irish people are invited to vote on whether to add the following new article 42a to the Irish Constitution.<br />
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<b><i>Thirty-First Amendment of the Constitution</i></b><br />
<i><b>PROPOSED NEW ARTICLE 42A</b></i><br />
<i><b>Children</b></i><br />
<i>1. The State recognises and affirms the natural and imprescriptible rights of all children and shall, as far as practicable, by its laws protect and vindicate those rights.</i><br />
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<i>1° In exceptional cases, where the parents, regardless of their marital status, fail in their duty towards their children to such extent that the safety or welfare of any of their children is likely to be prejudicially affected, the State as guardian of the common good shall, by proportionate means as provided by law, endeavour to supply the place of the parents, but always with due regard for the natural and imprescriptible rights of the child.</i><br />
<i>2° Provision shall be made by law for the adoption of any child where the parents have failed for such a period of time as may be prescribed by law in their duty towards the child and where the best interests of the child so require.</i><br />
<i>3. Provision shall be made by law for the voluntary placement for adoption and the adoption of any child.</i><br />
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<i>1° Provision shall be made by law that in the resolution of all proceedings -</i><br />
<i>i brought by the State, as guardian of the common good, for the purpose of preventing the safety and welfare of any child from being prejudicially affected, or</i><br />
<i>ii concerning the adoption, guardianship or custody of, or access to, any child, the best interests of the child shall be the paramount consideration.</i><br />
<i>2° Provision shall be made by law for securing, as far as practicable, that in all proceedings referred to in subsection 1° of this section in respect of any child who is capable of forming his or her own views, the views of the child shall be ascertained and given due weight having regard to the age and maturity of the child.</i><br />
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This will put it in the section <b>Fundamental Rights</b>. This new article will also replace the last section of article 42.<br />
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<i><b>Education </b></i><br />
<i><b>Article 42 </b></i><br />
<i>1. The State acknowledges that the primary and natural </i><i>educator of the child is the Family and guarantees to respect </i><i>the inalienable right and duty of parents to provide, according </i><i>to their means, for the religious and moral, intellectual, </i><i>physical and social education of their children. </i><br />
<i>2. Parents shall be free to provide this education in their homes </i><i>or in private schools or in schools recognised or established by </i><i>the State. </i><br />
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<i>1° The State shall not oblige parents in violation of their </i><i>conscience and lawful preference to send their children to </i><i>schools established by the State, or to any particular type of </i><i>school designated by the State. </i><br />
<i>2° The State shall, however, as guardian of the common </i><i>good, require in view of actual conditions that the </i><i>children receive a certain minimum education, moral, </i><i>intellectual and social. </i><br />
<i>4. The State shall provide for free primary education and shall </i><i>endeavour to supplement and give reasonable aid to private </i><i>and corporate educational initiative, and, when the public </i><i>good requires it, provide other educational facilities or </i><i>institutions with due regard, however, for the rights of </i><i>parents, especially in the matter of religious and moral </i><i>formation. </i><br />
<b><i>5. In exceptional cases, where the parents for physical or moral </i></b><b><i>reasons fail in their duty towards their children, the State as </i></b><b><i>guardian of the common good, by appropriate means shall </i></b><b><i>endeavour to supply the place of the parents, but always with </i></b><b><i>due regard for the natural and imprescriptible rights of the </i></b><b><i>child. </i></b><br />
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You can read the constitution <a href="http://www.constitution.ie/reports/ConstitutionofIreland.pdf">here</a> to see where it fits in if you like. Warning, reading the constitution of Ireland may induce moments of 'it says WHAT?'.<br />
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Is the new article perfect? Absolutely not. Does it do everything an article on children's rights should? Nope. Is it better than nothing? In my opinion, yes.<br />
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When I sat down tonight to go through all the links I'd picked up various places on this I was leaning slightly to the No side. Probably primarily because the only thing I'd actually read on the subject before now was this <a href="http://irishmansdiary.wordpress.com/2012/11/04/why-i-cant-vote-yes/">argument from someone I know and admire, against</a>. But after an evening of reading and watching, I have now decided to vote Yes. If you still haven't made up your mind, here's a few more of my sources, in no particular order:<br />
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<a href="http://www.mamanpoulet.com/the-smokescreen-of-disability-and-crref/">A refutation of an argument to vote no.</a> I haven't actually seen the argument it's refuting anywhere, but this is worth reading anyway.<br />
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There are a bunch of videos <a href="https://www.youtube.com/user/cradub">here</a> arguing for a yes vote from the Children's Right's Alliance. They use the same music on all of them, which gets really annoying. <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nYvHSgTVuEU&feature=plcp">This</a> is the only one I found any way convincing.<br />
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<a href="http://thestatewerein.blogspot.ie/2012/11/a-sensible-reason-to-vote-no-to.html">A not particularly convincing (to me anyway) argument for no</a>.<br />
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<a href="http://thestatewerein.blogspot.ie/2012/09/interpreting-childrens-rights-amendment.html">Some good arguments against</a>, from a 'how do we actually interpret this' point of view. Including the insightful: "They should have been more brief and less prescriptive. That's what constitutions are about."<br />
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To quote another person I know and admire 'I think the amendment does marginally more good than no'.<br />
<br />Saoilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03695896051992691270noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4497782486702931132.post-9982342814986591652012-10-11T14:16:00.000-07:002012-10-11T15:06:20.743-07:00In which saoili recommends YouTube subscriptions<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
There was a time when I used YouTube just for looking things up. If there was a particular song I wanted to listen to, or video of some sort I wanted to watch, I would check to see if it was on YouTube.</div>
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And then, one weekend was stuck in front of a computer without much to do, someone linked me to a Philip De Franco video. I laughed my socks off and watched another, and another, and another. And then one of his 'if you like this you should subscribe' messages sank in and I did so. Since then YouTube has been politely informing me every time he uploads and new video, and I watch most of them. To see him at his best it helps if you watch his videos when they're new, like this one currently is. This is actually where I get a lot of my international news. He's not for everyone, but I really enjoy his stuff. If the objectification of women is a real bugbear for you you might want to give him a miss though. </div>
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In one of his videos, he linked to this video by CGP Grey, explaining the difference between Great Britain and the UK, and a bunch more besides.</div>
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I highly recommend that one. I also subscribed to his videos and they've never disappointed me. A favourite topic of his is how crazy voting systems are crazy. Which is more amusing to watch than it might sound.</div>
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Again at some point, someone linked me to a Vi Hart video. I don't think it was this one, but this is one of my favourites. Anyway, I liked it so much that I subscribed to her too.</div>
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When Ze Frank's original show 'aired' (know of a better term? Let me know in the comments!), my sister followed it, but I didn't. So I had a vague impression of what it was like and I had watched a few of his videos. I always meant to get around to going back to the start and watching the whole thing, but I never did. When he recently started uploading videos again, I subscribed.</div>
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Shortly after they started at the start of the year, someone linked me to a Crash Course video. My husband and I have been watching them pretty religiously as they've come out since. Entertainment and learning in ten to fifteen minute videos, perfect for my attention span? Yes please!</div>
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Watching Crash Course has also led me on to SciShow and VlogBrothers videos, by the same guys, of which there are many.<br />
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So there you go, that's most of my YouTube habit in a nutshell. These days I mostly use it for learning things in short, entertaining bursts. How about you? Do you use it at all? Do you have any subscriptions to recommend?<br />
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<br />Saoilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03695896051992691270noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4497782486702931132.post-56454506637748587412012-10-04T16:03:00.000-07:002012-10-04T16:03:42.993-07:00Why is it okay to be sexist about children?Feminism has done a lot already. I can vote, stay working after getting married, wear trousers, study honours
maths, and do numerous other things that I couldn't have done a few generations
ago. But we still have a lot to do.<br />
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I have been reading some classic science fiction, written in the 1950's and set in the distant future. This has really brought home to me just how far we've come. The author didn't foresee feminism. He thought 'okay, women can vote now, that's that over and done with', or something along those lines. Or maybe he didn't think about it at all. But it can be a little jarring to me, reading about women in a distant future that don't even have as much equality as I do.<br />
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A lot of what's left to do is subtle. It's changing perceptions
and culture. A lot of it is slippery stuff. We've already won the battle, for
the most part, of convincing people's conscious brains that being a woman doesn't make a person stupider, less able, less of a person. People don’t think that
women should be treated as lesser, just for being women.<br />
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But there are still elements where men and women are treated differently. And often those differences come with value judgements, or have negative effects for one gender. For example, being nice is emphasised in our society for women, but less so for men. This contributes to the fact that women are less likely to negotiate than men are. Which in turn contributes to the gender wage gap. Although we have fixed the system so that you can no longer pay a woman less simply because she is a woman; it is perfectly reasonable to pay someone only as much as they negotiate you up to. The net effect is the same.<br />
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Nowhere are these differences in the way people are treated more apparent than in the way we treat children.<br />
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Why is it considered
okay to be sexist about children? Why are children's clothes so completely categorised by gender when, unlike adults, pre-pubescent children are basically all the same shape (well, actually, they're lots of different shapes, but apart from underwear-wise, it's nothing to do with their sex)? Why is it so hard to get pretty children's shoes that cover the top of the child’s
foot? Why do Tesco feel the need to sell two different versions
of this toy?<br />
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The ‘boys just prefer x and girls just prefer y’ thing holds
no water. Even if it was true that most boys like certain types of toys and most
girls like other sorts of toys, what harm would grouping the toys by type
rather than gender do? A little boy who is slightly inclined towards a pink doll is unlikely to go to the girls toys section to get it, but he might go to the dolls aisle. Why, in a society where the average person would be opposed to laws or regulations that discriminate based on gender, is there such a strong cultural imperative to enforce gender roles in children?</div>
Saoilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03695896051992691270noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4497782486702931132.post-69343485854429699592012-09-30T12:44:00.000-07:002012-09-30T12:44:00.840-07:00Review of Discworld Ankh-MorporkI would probably be blogging, but instead I'm writing an article for <a href="http://issuu.com/the_gazebo">The Gazebo</a>, where I write boardgames reviews. So I thought I'd treat you all to a previous review I did. Originally published in <a href="http://issuu.com/the_gazebo/docs/the_gazebo">The Gazebo, issue 1</a>, here's a review of the excellent Discworld Ankh-Morpork boardgame.<br />
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Discworld Ankh-Morpork is a rare breed, a themed boardgame which is both a great game<br />
and true to its theme.<br />
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The plot of the game is that the Patrician has disappeared. The players take on secret<br />
personalities, each with a specific objective. For example, Chrysoprase the mobster troll<br />
needs to amass a certain amount of wealth and Commander Vimes wins by stopping<br />
everyone else winning until the cards run out.<br />
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The board is a map of Ankh-Morpork. Each area can hold one building, which will give its<br />
owner a specific ability. The more expensive the area, the better the ability. The cards are<br />
familiar characters and locations from the stories. Flavour text is unnecessary because the<br />
personality of the card is exposed through mechanics. Be careful when playing any<br />
magicians, because doing so causes random magic events. Any member of the Watch will<br />
remove trouble from the board, except Nobby Nobbs, who just collects money. Watch out<br />
for someone playing the Fire Brigade on you, they'll burn down your building if you don't<br />
give them money. And so on. The game is delightfully full of in jokes and references, but is<br />
still great if you don't get any of them.<br />
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Some cards are better than others, and some more suited to certain personalities than<br />
others. Moist Von Lipvig might be said to be a bit too powerful, and the Peeled Nuts really get in the way. But unless you're very unlucky, you're likely to have some card in your hand<br />
that will help your cause on any given turn.<br />
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Four of the seven possible personalities have the same goal, and playing those guys can get a<br />
little tedious. And I've heard it argued that if everyone plays optimally, Vimes always wins,<br />
but either we don't play optimally, or this just isn't true!<br />
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This is a really great game that plays quite differently depending on who’s playing and what<br />
personalities they get. It's not unusual to finish the game wanting to play again. Thankfully,<br />
since it plays in about an hour, this is often possible.<br />
Saoilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03695896051992691270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4497782486702931132.post-55617652313201578102012-09-20T16:01:00.000-07:002012-09-20T16:01:06.589-07:00Why I didn't keep my name I got married in June. I changed my surname to match that of my husband and our son. Some people think that that was not a very feminist thing to do. However, I believe that this decision has to be a personal one in each case. I want to live in a country, and a world, where people who get married can keep the surnames they already have, or take each others', without gender becoming an issue. Since I think gay marriage should be possible, it makes no sense for me to have an opinion on whether a woman should, or should not, take her new husband's name. But in each case it has to be a personal decision based on the circumstances of the people involved.<br />
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For the record, here are my reasons.<br />
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<b>1) I wasn't very attached to the surname I had.</b><br />
Around the year I was born there were a lot of little girls given the same first name as me. I got really sick of it. So when I started college, I translated my name into Irish. The easiest way to change your name in this country was one tick away. My student card with my 'new' name got me a bank account. From a bank account you can go pretty much anywhere. The only downside was that there was no 'translate my first name into Irish' box, only a 'translate my name' box. So I translated my whole name, and, up until June, it was my name everywhere.<br />
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That surname didn't connect me to my family. I'm the only person I've ever known to use the Irish form. The way Irish 'Mc / Mac' surnames work, unmarried women's surnames begin with 'Ní' or 'Nic', for daughter of, and men's surnames (married or not) begin with 'Mac', for son of. Married women are 'Uí', for wife of. There is, to my knowledge, no way of altering a name to 'husband of'.<br />
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<b>2) I wanted to have the same name as my husband, and our son.</b><br />
When registering a birth in Ireland, you need to choose a surname for the child. It can be the mother's surname, or the father's, or both. (Actually you can choose another surname, but you need some special dispensation). When our son was born we had the impression that my now husband would get more rights if he they had the same surname. I suspect we were misinformed, because I can't find any proof. But it was an impression we had, and certainly a factor in our choice of our son's surname.<br />
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Regardless of our reasoning, our son has always had the same surname as his father. I wanted to have that surname too, to share it with them. I suppose we could have looked into changing their names to match mine, including finding some way to deal with the complications mentioned above. But it also gave me a chance to ditch a name I was not, as I said, particularly attached to.<br />
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So anyway, that was my choice. And those are my reasons. I am grateful to women who fought for me to have the choice.Saoilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03695896051992691270noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4497782486702931132.post-87884329640241412252012-09-13T13:03:00.000-07:002012-09-13T13:03:45.925-07:00When being nice is more important than the rulesThe other day I decided to combine my run with a trip to the supermarket for a few things we needed. I probably looked quite odd, arriving at the express checkout sweaty, in running gear, with two cartons of cooking cream, 2kg of strong white flour, a packet of sunflower seeds and a bottle of Yazoo. But the very pleasant young man working the till didn't bat an eyelid. After he had scanned my items, I made two attempts at my PIN and still didn't know it. He was fine with putting my things (half of which I were already in my running bag) to one side while I went outside to call my husband to check if he knew it. He didn't. I came back in and made a third attempt, but got it wrong again, locking my card. My friend behind the till put my groceries aside while I went outside again to call my bank. They told me that if I had locked it at a point of sale I could unlock it at a bank machine. I went back in, explained, and went out to the bank machine outside the shopping center. Where I proceeded to make another two failed attempts at remembering my PIN. I rang the bank again. She told me that she would send a PIN reminder and that if I got it wrong at the machine again my card would be swallowed. I went back inside and explained the situation to the man behind the till. He said, somewhat conspiratorially, that he could try swiping it and see if it would let me sign instead of using my PIN. I was, of course, aware that he was offering to break the rules for me. And I was delighted. He tried a few times, and eventually it accepted the card that way, I signed for and received my groceries. Under normal circumstances, I'd be dismayed at the idea of someone being allowed to sign to use a locked chip and PIN card. But honestly, if someone had gone to the bother of staging all of that in order to steal eleven euro worth of groceries from me? I'd let them have them.<br />
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I'm a big fan of rules. But sometimes, being nice is better than following them.Saoilihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03695896051992691270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4497782486702931132.post-2743677094779636902012-09-08T15:32:00.000-07:002012-09-08T15:35:45.742-07:00HallelujahAt Electric Picnic I saw the wonderful Niceol Blue play. Her audience was around twelve people, about half of whom seemed to know her personally. But that wasn't unusual for the bit of the festival we were in at the time.<br />
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We wandered in while she was playing a song I didn't recognise, possibly one of her own. After a few more she was told she had time for one last song, but it could be a long one. She said she didn't usually play this anymore, but the gods or someone or something was telling her to play it.<br />
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She played Leonard Cohen's Hallelujah. But she didn't play his version, or Rufus Wainwright's version, or any other version I'd heard before. This was clearly her own take on the song. She had breathed it in and mixed it with herself before sharing it with us. And it was amazing.<br />
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I already new the song. I have Rufus Wainwright's version in my Grooveshark playlist, because I like his voice better than Leonard Cohen's. So I joined in, softly, at the chorus. As did everyone else. She told us we sounded great. And we did.<br />
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She sang the song as I knew it. And then she sang two more verses, the last two. They're amazing on their own, but if you're not already familiar with them I recommend that you <a href="http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/leonardcohen/hallelujah.html">read</a> or <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a3Fkuq5Lf0Q">listen</a> to them in context. She kinda ruined Rufus Wainwright's version for me, because I now see the whole song as one thing, and I feel like his version misses the point. The verses I knew were just the prelude to the thesis of the last two verses. It's a song about love, sex, faith, and fucked-up-ness, and how they're all the same thing somehow. At least, that is what it now means to me, that's how I see it. And it doesn't really work without them.<br />
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And I sincerely hope that, even if it all goes wrong for me too, someday I too will stand before the Lord of Song, with nothing on my tongue but hallelujah.
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